There has been so many triggers lately, I’m scared of myself.
Except I’m fucking not, at all, in any way. No one really knows how bad I am, they think they do, but they’re wrong.
All of the above…
Anonymous asked: BETCH ASS NIGGA TWAT LITTLE SHIT U BETTER GET THAT SLY SMIRK OFF YOUR FACE OR ILL SHOVE MY HAND UP YOU AND PULL OUT YOUR KIDNEYS YEAH YOU WONT BE ABLE TO GET DRUNK AND FUCK ANY HOOKERS ANY TIME SOON YA SLUT BAG COCK SUCKER WANK TITTER CONTROL YO $W@G BOI IT AINT RIGHT
Oh…
Anonymous asked: Don't you dare give up youre so special <3
Special at screwing things up :/ I’m sorry for being so negative to someone trying to help me, but I can’t be anything else right now.
Anonymous asked: you are beautiful
I’m really not, not my body or my soul.
Tonight was the closest I’ve ever come to slitting my throat, I don’t ever remember being this bad before. Every single day it just gets worse…